The start of a little project I’m working on.
I love early mornings when I wake up and I can’t see outside my living room windows because the fog is blocking the view, so beautiful.
I’m in love with this gif. Everything about it. The rain drizzling. The candle flickering. The colors. I love it.
This is how I would want my home to be set. A candle lit on a windowsill where the rain is always falling. I want to live in that kind of peace.
30th of July
Me when I’m forced to go anywhere.
WALK WALK FASHION BABY
So basically I applied for college courses in March, I only heard back from 2 and I didn’t get into one but the other I couldn’t make it for the interview so I couldn’t get into the course anyway, I haven’t heard back from the others I applied for and I get exam results in less than a week so I’m clearly fucked there because the course begins in 2 weeks. Now I can’t apply for other courses because everything is full and I’ve just been fucked about by so many colleges so I’m just so sad and drained because I don’t know what to do anymore, I have a secure part-time job but I really am struck on studying for another year but some luck I’ll get if I manage to even get an interview.
Now this knocks my confidence even lower because it makes me think that i am too stupid to get into college, let alone university, honestly I hate myself right now and I wish I could do something drastic about this whole situation but I can’t control any of it as I just have to wait for colleges to “process” when most of the people processing are on holiday as I have been told which is a load of shit because I have been waiting patiently for months to hear back from them and now it is just taking the piss. I just feel so stupid and annoyed about everything. Ok I’m done.
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